I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me

Your words cut deeply,
They're just some other lies
I'm hiding from a distance,
I've got to pay the price
Defending all against it,
I really don't know why
You're obsessed with all my secrets,
You always make me cry
You seem to wanna hurt me
No matter what I do
I'm telling just a couple,
But somehow it gets to you
But I've learned to get revenge
And I swear you'll experience that some day

I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me
Kinda invisible
You don't sense my stay
Not truly hiding, not like a shadow
Just thought I would join you for one day
I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me

I'm not trying to avoid you,
Just don't wanna hear your voice
When you call me up so often,
I don't really have a choice
You're talking like you know me
And wanna be my friend
But that's really too late now,
I won't try it once again
You may think that I'm loser,
But I don't really care
You may think that it's forgotten,
But you should be aware
Cause I've learned to get revenge
And I swear you'll experience that some day

You seem to wanna hurt me
No matter what I do
I'm telling just a couple,
But somehow it gets to you
But I've learned to get revenge
And I swear you'll experience that some day


Lene Marlin - Sitting Down Here
Oldies <3

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FML.
I need to slap myself for being an idiot, hahahaha.
Yeah yeah yeah market failure came out, but i read dd&ss thinking it would come out tgtr, as well as negative externalities. didnt have time for positive. fml. i left my globalisation notes in my macro file which i totally forgot about in the morning. fml. i ended up doing the 3rd question unknown topic...... wtf economic outlook?
ohwell, hope i managed to crap my way thru though. econs is so unpredictable....study or dont study, the marks still uncertain, no?

D:

one paper down, 4 more to go.
went for lunch at blackboard w royce yaya and xinxuan, lol. was kinda tired and feeling under the weather.. :( royce came over to waste time before his tuition... we played fb games haha. and he had a gooooood time lecturing me for not listening to him about the econs spotting questions thing. sorry la, next time listen to you. hahaha. so i won't end up writing retarded things like.. the cost of FTA = cultural problems cos of er.. language barriers and discrimination? some kinda rubbish. haha!

aiya whatever la. i'm so hooked on fb, found a new game, the heist! hehe i only left 2 more VS models to my collection before i advance! muahahahaha! someone tell me how i managed to waste my whole day away? apart from using the com and eating and watching Whose line is it anyway + spongebob sqpants.... idk? time passes really fast!

wahoooooooooo! tmrw gp paper. :( can write means can write la, cannot then no choice also right.
i'm having a sore throat now, evil kahmeng making fun of my voice keep laughing just now. boooo.. sneezing + cough + sore throat = symptoms of h1n1? hahahhaa... choi, touch wood. i just want school to close, and not for me to get it.

i want to cut my hair.

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Haha hello all.
Been busy the whole day.
Woke up late today! :( Wanted to start studying early in the morning actually.
Gah.
In the end, went to watch TRANSFORMERS, REVENGE OF THE FALLEN in the afternoon. awesome show! :D :D :D
ate at kfc before rushing home to go with momster to church.
busy busy! saw mich lu after service :) :) :)

now i'm back and pretty free. anyway yesterday's studying at starbucks was not bad. i was late, as usual, xiaode &ben were alr there. hehe. sat arnd talking for awhile before soph came. then melsa (xiaode's bf) and poline.. and her friend.. ok la i was just shuttling back and forth from soph's table to the fb table. haha.
thanks ben for helping me with physics! :D i feel so enlightened for AC, yayyyyyyy!

melsa's friend + her friend's friend came after poline&friend left.. and after some time.. idk how we suddenly started talking. cos her friend was from tk too! and that friend's friend's cousin is jasmine sim! i think cos i asked this tk stranger guy at the next table whether mr tan kee hoe was his teacher. hahaha.
i miss tk alot D:
ok its seriously such a small world. hahaha. we were chatting abt nonsense things hehe.
oh the floorball jr zac was sitting outside, so was the tk ian. what a small small world indeed.
soph&mao had to keep me focused and disciplined...make me stop talking so much. hehe!

BAOX & BERN were at parkway macs, and they kept calling me to go over! zomg i only found out about the snowice scam during dinner. they said they were gonna eat snowice in the afternn, to lure me to parkway. in the end soph&mao made me stay. and whn we met them for dinner in the evening for tomyam youmian at roxysq, the truth was revealed with huangbx's lousy acting skills.
LOL.
still dare to bluff me that she forgot to ask for card. hahahaha!
they kept calling when we were at starbucks, and everytime soph took the phone away, they got scared and faster hung up...and they'll try calling again. ohdear, tyrant sophia being the barrier betwn us. naughty baox&bern trying to distract me! hahaha.

anyway we went for snowice again after that... yeah... 5 consecutive days of eating snowice. man, i miss the shop near tk a few years ago it closed down. the milkice w/ choc was so yummaye!
now just some pictures from thurs & fri snowice sessions (:


sufeee!

milk w/ mango, yakult w/ cornflakes, greentea w/ red bean.


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I woke up not too long ago and it suddenly dawned upon me why i'm not feeling stressed about JCTs (hence no focus = no study) .........

It's cause i'm still waiting for something to happen, and that something is.... EXTRA ONE WEEK OF HOLIDAYS COS OF H1N1!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH. Shit, no wonder.... I'm still hoping for an extended holiday.
Come on come on grant this kelian girl her wish. D:

Heh alright back to sleep, so tired. tmrw morning update when i wake. :) maybe there'll be news of an extra one week.... lol.

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alohaaaa :D
I'm feeling goooooood cos i slept relatively earlier last night! Didn't play fb games except for the time i checked my zoo animals breeding. hehehe..... :) :)
turned off the com at 11pm ok, not bad not bad.

anyway, http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/31552029?gt1=43001 michael jackson is dead!

lol random, forgot what i wanted to blog about.
ahwell... mavis will scold me if she found out i went skating yesterday.
hehe. lazing around at home playing fb games until i realised it was so late! went to meet soph&maoz at the ecp skatingrink, teach mao how to skate, hahahahaha. abit hot ah, stupid sun. so i went off to skate alone to the other end, enjoy the cooooooooooool wind ^^

4+ maoz rental time up, so we went subway to eat&study..... but in actual fact i only started damn late, cos must take time to eat what..and mao entertained with magic!!!! omg. mothercool like anything zomg. its not illusion !! its like..... awesome! the star rubberband thing is damn cool, must learn. he use 2 rubberbands, make star, then make doublestar, ask me to pull one of the sides and wish its a star, and when he took out the rubberbands from his fingers...... one of the rubberband wasnt a normal circle, it was a STARSHAPED RUBBERBAND.
no matter how many times you pull it out of shape it'll still go back to a star.
what the shit.
cool or what?!?! :D

hehe.. did like.. 4 math questions i think. haha. so confusing, some topics like never learn before. -.-.......... shall ask soph to teach me coverup rule later! lol.
ohwell we leftsubway around 8ish, took a bus to parkway cos someone can't skate hahahaha. went to eat snowiceeeeeeee! wa greentea really bitter blehxz. initially quite nice one, then after eating my milkmango & soph's yakultcornflakes... greentea = bitter after all the sweeeeetness. tian ah. hehe. parents fetched after that! wahoooooo! i don't like going home myself at night... lazy pig.
whoops gonna run late if i don't stop now!

ben asked me to go study today :P hahahahha. ok fine xiaode ask one. hehe! okie meeting both of them + xiaode's friend+friend + soph&po (and tinkywinky..) verrrryyyy soon at siglap starbucks. hehe.. don't really like starbucks lei, i highly doubt i'll stay there for long. haha.

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Sometimes we spend so much time searching for something we've yet to realize.



Sigh. I don't know why I just can't concentrate and focus. I'm easily distracted, get restless after barely reading a few lines and nothing registers anyway. This sucks man....Jcts in what, 4 days? My brain is void of knowledge to prepare for the upcoming hell. D: And somehow.... I just don't seem to be worried. Why? I know I ought to be scared cos A's is in a few months time but... Idk.



I need some motivation and willpower, coupled with the ability to absorb information at lightning speed.

Asap.


Shucks, tmrw had better be a productive day.


Today's katong laksa, koi and snowice made me less agitated. If not i'ld have half a mind to run to the beach and go crazy. RAWRRRRRRR!!!

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Pics from yesterday! :D
I look like an idiot in most. Hahahahaha.

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Hahahahhah huang BX, sorry !
LOL.
I was supposed to take a 20minute nap and wake at 12.15 just now .... but look at the time.
Hehe! Oops eh i did wake up, seriously. But i was waiting for the damn picture folder to open from the memory card so .... i fell asleep again.
Ahahahaha. I even read what you said about 'cfm wont wake up one' and thought "hehe proved you wrong!"
Crap. Thought too soon.

Heh! :) Ok my head still kinda craaaaazy... Its been throbbing since afternoon at carls jr :(
It was a fun monday though, experimenting with the drinks.... We have found our Perfect Substitute for koi alr. HAHA. Made our own concoctions, damn nice ok. sophia always so scared to try our experiments even when we assure her its super taste like koi. LOL.
PON, WE DON'T NEED TO DRINK KOI CAFE ANYMORE!!!!! Hahahahhaa. Linda was like the tester... Everytime the 3 of us finished an experiment we'll let her try also. She was so unwilling to try my first cup...cos of all the floating milk bits. LOL.

Walking(ok fine i was on skates, haha!) to the underpass taking pics fun too :) :D :) roxy sq youmian! hehehehe. and then SNOWICE! wahooooooo :) :) :) I miss the katong snowice.... so sad it closed down! i lurvvved the milk ice with choc!
I LURVVVVV MANGOOOOOOOOO! ^^ never did and guess i never will understand why someone doesn't like mango and can actually puke eating it. hahaha.
see the cuuuuuuutttttteeee pets inside samyick :) :) :) i want white and grey bunny bunny! the hamsters suddenly very little D: maybe they ate each other up! or someone like huangbx bought 10 hamsters at one go (ya thats her dream after A's...to collect hamsters and "rare" them hahaha, think she meant to say breed)

Alright.... Sadly it wasn't a productive day at carls jr yesterday, but its okay la. i'm motherscrewed for jcts already. NO EXTENDED ONE WEEK. Crap. :/

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http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm

GO VOTE FOR EXTENDED HOLS NOW! (bottom left)

:D

Okay its fathers day and i spent it sleeping........... awesome, whats new?
Chilli crab was yummy though :) Aye who cares about my allergy, hahahaha.


Anyway, whoever said that singaporeans are all law abiding citizens obviously havnt been to the streets of geylang. Those nasty fuckers there cross the roads like they own it, jaywalk when they're barely a few metres from the traffic light, climb over dividers as though they're at a playground, spit as if its fertilizer for the concrete. Absolutely disgusting. Perhaps the bulk of them are not singaporeans but i suppose it's a culture developed over time since everyone's doing it.

Yawns... I'm very irritated by those kinda people.

Its been words words words so far for my posts eh... very lazy to upload pictures.
Soon, maybe.
Its the 22nd of june tmrw, which means...... 3rd birthday! Hooray :)
Prolly gonna skate ah, need to keep fit! Haha.

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Wah shit i'm damn tired.
Went lulu's house on friday, that pig! Got accused by figo for peeing on the couch after he and myra were pushing the blame to each other... i didn't even sit on the couch -.-
Hahaha. Went parkway subway to meet soph bx & bern. 3cookies! Fats :D
Linda joined us afterthat, went foodcourt for dinner. bx left for home while the 4 of us went to DJC(lol lame name thought up by danielleck) to talkrubbish, hahaha. got chased out when the centre closed so 4 of us plus takoball went macs to chill.. before heading home around 10.30pm. or rather, going soph's home before mine. ZZZZZZZZ.... pig.
wake up eat breakfast check my zoo sleep wake up eat check my zoo sleep wakeup bathe and church.
wtf.. there should really be an expression named after me. Like, "Wa, I slept like a michelle yesterday"
was talking to mei a few hours ago, so lazy she doesnt wanna meet me tmrw. zzz.
hahahah. anyway, typing maniac makes me damn stressed. shit.
ok sleeping time. playing too much games on fb makes me really tired out. gr...
omf i just saw a black cat walking around on the carpark wall, damn dangerous. at first i thought i was seeing things (ok i got scared when i saw it was moving from the corner of my eye) ohlookie its sleeping on a car now.
gee, i must be really bored.
(gee gee gee gee!)


Oh, sweetheart put the bottle down, you've got too much talent
I see you through those bloodshot eyes
There's a cure, you've found it

Slow motion sparks, you've caught that chill, now don't deny it
But boys will be boys, oh, yes they will
They don't wanna define it
Just give up the game and get into me
If you're looking for thrills then get cold feet

Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me I don't come cheap
Keep your hand on my hand and your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
'Cause the more that you try the harder I'll fight to say goodnight

I can't cook, no but I can clean up the mess she left
Lay your head down and feel the beat as I kiss your forehead
This may not last but this is now so love the one you're with
You wanna chase but you're chasin' your tail
A quick fix won't ever get you well

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For once i'm not updating in the middle of the night, lol.
WHEEE! Officially a YEE now :)
We learnt energy auditing yesterday.... Anyone wants me to audit their house?! :D
I need to practice before the real visit! Haha.
I shall try to stop using the airconditioner now, despite the weather being so hot and unbearable.
Fans people, use fans! Start lowering your energy consumption today!

Save money. Save the environment. Save yourself O:)


Hmm... Have to start finishing our whole project proposal now, gotta send it in 2weeks.
Must carry it out after JCTs, lol. we're gonna get killed man.
Will upload pics when i get em.
8)

Laugh laugh laugh. YAH, i like. hehehe. :D
Inside joke ah, too bad.
The human knot game was hilarious to the max man, but royce and liang jie had...tuition... so they came during lunch and didnt get the play/watch what happened. So coincidental ah!
Hehe, i really enjoyed myself at the 3day workshop ^^

Eh i didnt mention right, on wednesday before DLTC royce & i went shokudo at rafflescity for dinner, and he did something damn embarrassing (more than usual, anyway) He became a walking merlion, hahahahahha. Shda been there to see it, think he spat the water a metre away from himself. Motherfunny when you see the looks on the shokudo employees' faces. Lawl. Thankfully we were on th way to the exit alr -.-.....

Okies, internet has been screwing again yesterday when i got home. Kns, and just as i fixed it, my zoo down for maintenance! Plus msn kept being a bitch to me. Rahz. Kay lah, huangbaoxian don't miss me! I'll try to meet ya'll in the evening later :) :) :)

For now, i'm gonna get ready to go lulu's house cos its PHYSICS DAY and since mr Kbear just MIA till yesterday so we're not meeting today alr.
Yeah, told you after the workshop ima start studying :D

Boo.. Ms tng called just now.. Really hope the extended one week thing comes true! ^^

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Yodles!

Today(ie wednesday) not bad also la. :)
Had fun! Everyone's really great except for IBT zomg just kill me.
We didnt change groups in the end, so i was still in the Nature grp.
Stooooooopid sia, sihui royce jonathan and simin had a good time laughing at me ah. darnit. i'll stay as far away as i can!
Lol. We had some heritage tour also ah, ok ok la.
Learned Systems today, quite interesting but i thought it was pretty basic .Maybe cos we learnt the skills somewhat in JC alr? Ohwell.
Could apply GP and Econs stuff into this workshop leh, not bad right :P
Geog geog geog! I miss pure geog like craaaaaaaaaazy! D:
Aiyah ... i'm just coming up with very random statements cos nothing to blog about -.-
Can't really rmbr much at this hour.... Just wanna eat / sleep... Damn stomach growling.

Tmrw last day of the workshop alr. We're gonna do auditing! And finish up our project proposals + presentations. Hmm... I'm kinda interested in the Singapore-HK exchange programme thingy. But it really depends on some circumstances!
Hehe. SO after tmrw i wld have successfully survived 30hours of this environment programme :)

I've got great plans ahead with lulu!
AND! I freaking hope there'll be no school during the first week of term3..... That will be like me earning back my terribly spent 2 weeks to study. LOL. plsplspls! Really gotta pass yo :D

Graphing for DLTC today was so-so. Didnt achieve much ah 3 questions only.
Screw you lah nicole. YOU SUCK TO THE MAX. Bloody bookshop aunty.

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Haha hi all :)
I've been busybusy!
Floorball elections took up my whole day. By the time i got home it was 5vish? yeah. was tired and fell asleep till dinner time.. then waited for fifi to come my house stayover ^^
walao we are MY ZOO CRAZY!!! I thought i said i'll stop playing?
But its kinda hard to when you're one of the top few y'know.... haha.
So addicted to Spot the Diff! Awesome. Lol. And i just set a new personal best today (-.-)
Woke up mad rush zomg. Met neighy downstairs, trained to newton. yups.
waited for liangjie&royce (ok fine liangjie was there before we reached) and went to the ENV building for our workshop!
A WHOLE FREAKING DAY!
Okay la, better than i expected. Had a few breaks here and there... with food! LOL.
But it was damn cold. Neighy &i were probably the sloppiest in the room alr sia. Wear shorts and school shirts. HAHAHA.
Quite amazing to see so many different people, 25 of us, come together at 8+am in the morning with er, a common goal. Well i guess the enthusiasm level really differs vastly, considering there was this environmental awards winning girl and then this cj girl who went straight to the point and said she was there for a practical reason and thats for testimonial, hahaha. we(meaning royce&co.) applauded to that, we did. so honest sia, lol ttm.

I mean, sure, care for the environment and all. But there are some people who are just so .... or rather, too! serious about it all. Like, everything they talk abt all environment?
Its like, come on la have some social life pls.
We're the youngest batch of YEEs so yup, lucky that there are many around the same age :D
Cool la, i thought only 4 of us from TJ. Turns out 8 people from TJ man. Got J1 J2 J3. Coincidence ^^ (Okay sorry i really didn't know the other 4 were from tj until they said..)
......
......
......
And even then.. I still have no impression of them.
Haha!
Ok lar, not a very bad start to DAY 1 of YEE.
Day 2 coming right up in approx 5hours.
Mm.. we have quite a few POST workshop REQUIREMENTS to do..... Sigh. D:
Anyway, after the workshop ended at 6+pm, neighy&iwent citylink NYNY to have dinner!
:D :D :D
Yum! Talked for so long there... Reached home pretty late >:O
And haha fell asleep after using the com for awhile (checking on my animals and playing spot the diff).... which explains why i just woke up at 3am.
Going back to sleep now! Gino you fatty,i'm hooked on coldplay songs again thanks to your "Lights will guide." ....you home, from Fix You. Ah, I lovelovelove The Scientist. :)
YAY sleep time! Gosh, after this YEE thing i MUST really study already! What ever happened to my first 2 weeks?!?!?! Heh. OH i'm XIAODE'S FIRST FRIEND on fb, finally! Which reminds me... I still have alot of pictures to upload. Darn.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions,
Oh lets go back to the start.
Running in circles, Comin' in tails
Heads on a science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.
Oh take me back to the start.

I was just guessin' at numbers and figures,
Pulling the puzzles apart.
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start.
Runnin' in circles, Chasin' tails
Comin' back as we are

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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LINDA YEOH!

Haha alright now i best be off to school for floorball exco elections.
Yuuuuuuuups.
Almost overslept! Cause i'm totally home alone D: Nobody to wake me up. Gahxz. Parents will only be back tmrw night! Zzz.
Couldnt resist buying that grey 3/4 sleeve fox piece at bugis yesterday. :) :)
Astons for dinner with siblings. and they all abandoned me at home to stay at my sisters' place.
Sigh. Kkkkkk. Bye!

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Ohman i feel so guilty!
What was supposed to be a day of studying (saturday) turned out to be a day of eat sleep MAHJONG with weiling linda and bernard. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
BUT GUESS WHAT.
I DON'T REGRET LOL. Rare few times i win okay. $3! hehe.
My biggest accomplishment ---- FULL COLOUR ZI MO.
Rocks sia. got all my one to nine wan zi also. awesomezzzz!

They only left at 11pm just now, then i slept for awhile till 2somethingish. Aiya, weiling & luowei supposed to stayover, but one naughty girl and the other lazy.. what to do? haha. Okayokay tmrw full day of studying! No more staying at home for me! Cos all i'll do is sleep eat use the com. Smart. Feeling quite shitty after reading gino's blog all about studying and focus and willpower to just continue for a few more months. nb, i must START and CONTINUE.

ohwell, happy birthday figo hahahaha. damn cute name eh. i thought gino was bluffing me when he said figo's his brother. why not gifo? ._. hehe. alrighty goodnight world! i've got YEE stuff to do even before the workshop starts, rawrrrrrrrrrr!

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DAMN BLOODY HILARIOUS.


"I WILL GIVE YOU PLANKTON.
rape my thigh i know you love my cock.
Coz if you run your mother break a bottle sicker run day boo"


I laughed till i cried la. This guy is ftw man.

It's like the Bulgarian Idol woman singing Ken Lee, go youtube it if you don't know. Lawlxz.

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Back from floorball camp/chalet!
Thank you darling J1s for organising it! :)
It was awesome fun fun fun!



Candice with the glow-inthe-dark necklace hahahahaha. luowei forgot to bring hers!!!!!
we were slacking around before camp started, hehe.
was grouped with xiaode,kimberly,bf,thad,clarence,weijie&wenkai. hehehe.
played watergames and went crazy wooohooooooo. damn fun! plus the frog hiding among all the waterbombs omg!
games were ok la, our fave was definitely THIS!

finding our watermelon which was behind the co bandroom block and smashing it. then we had to eat it all up.
YUMS!

bf really enjoying it ah, hahahaha.


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Yoddlesssssss :D
Today was quite a fufilling day!
Skating in the morning at 7.
Bedok jetty was damn awesome.
Was wondering what the huge dark patch in the sea was, observed for awhile and realised its actually a shoal of fish!
ZOMGWTH! :D
What a sight!
Super captivated by the whole MASS. it was really crazy!

From a distance


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